Carnal Zen is my forum to explore all the ideas, contradictions, religions and credit card bills that pepper my life.
Saturday, we hit the county fair or rather it hit us.As we pulled into the parking lot I was overcome with nostalgia. Ferris wheel lights twinkled against the dark sky and non descript music could be heard over screams, laughter and catcalls for ring toss competitors. There were zeppoli’s and folks eating meat on a stick. It all [...]
Who’s there?
Me.
Me Who?
Me - who wouldn’t be wasting my life knocking on other peoples doors for answers if I knew who I was and what I wanted.
I ran across a Gary Zukav quote today which says “Please… tell me who you are and what you want. And if you think those are simple questions, keep [...]
Big cities are trendy and cold. Small towns have friendly neighbors and no clue. Republicans like guns. Democrats like taxes. We all believe in these cliches. From whichever side of the white picket fence you are on THOSE people are not like you. We mingle only within our socio-economic strata and other caste systems which [...]
I am fresh from the salon and I feel like a L’oreal commercial. Heather Locklear twirling her head to show off her supposedly out of the bottle blonde lockes. News flash: Heather Locklear does not do DIY hair. Neither do I.
It’s the pork in my budget these quarterly trips to the [...]
I’m on my way out last night. My hair in chaotic curls since humidity allows for nothing that resembles style. Music is pulsing as I dab this and that into place and pull on a favorite pair of skin tight jeans. One final glance in the mirror and it hits me, K was right. I am [...]