You’ve changed.
Wednesday, November 18th, 2009It happens. People evolve. Things that were once shiny and new become dim and worn. I’s get lost in We’s. The lines between want and need get muddy. Resentment pools. Sadness reigns. I’ve changed.
Carnal Zen is my forum to explore all the ideas, contradictions, religions and credit card bills that pepper my life.
It happens. People evolve. Things that were once shiny and new become dim and worn. I’s get lost in We’s. The lines between want and need get muddy. Resentment pools. Sadness reigns. I’ve changed.
We all grow up in one culture or another. Experiences vary based on ethnicity, geography, education and wealth but I believe they are all rooted in love. Human beings are social animals. Herd mentality rules. If you don’t believe me - then I challenge you to justify history - in California [...]
Saturday, we hit the county fair or rather it hit us.As we pulled into the parking lot I was overcome with nostalgia. Ferris wheel lights twinkled against the dark sky and non descript music could be heard over screams, laughter and catcalls for ring toss competitors. There were zeppoli’s and folks eating meat on a stick. It all [...]
Who’s there?
Me.
Me Who?
Me - who wouldn’t be wasting my life knocking on other peoples doors for answers if I knew who I was and what I wanted.
I ran across a Gary Zukav quote today which says “Please… tell me who you are and what you want. And if you think those are simple questions, keep [...]
Big cities are trendy and cold. Small towns have friendly neighbors and no clue. Republicans like guns. Democrats like taxes. We all believe in these cliches. From whichever side of the white picket fence you are on THOSE people are not like you. We mingle only within our socio-economic strata and other caste systems which [...]