Carnal Zen

~Finding the balance between earthly delight and spiritual enlightenment~

About

Carnal Zen is my forum to explore all the ideas, contradictions, religions and credit card bills that pepper my life.

I have a head in search of heart.  Maybe it’s the other way around.  I’ve been disconnected so long it’s hard to tell.  I could really use a glue stick.  Or maybe some crazy glue.  Oh who are we kidding this is an epoxy or JB weld size problem. 

I keep living one foot in and one foot out of my life.  I love my work, don’t love the city where work makes me live.  I’ve spent the last 4 years in love with a man who was around only half the time.  I’m financially stuck in a condo I don’t get to live in because it’s 200 miles away.  My friends are scattered so far and wide I don’t know where to start.  Even grad school was meant as a distraction.  It should be no surprise that I’m having a hard time living in the present.  I can’t unplug but I can’t connect.  Help.

Looking for ways to get grounded, get centered, and find my way to feel at home in my life.

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