Ok well maybe I’m not sorry at all. Maybe that’s just something people say even when they should not, when they have not accepted responsibility or feel bad for the feelings they hurt. Mostly they say it even when they would do it again. In the end it doesn’t really matter….if someone doesn’t really care. You have to know when to stop fighting for the wrong things. By you, I mean me.
The most important thing in the world is how one’s actions speak for themselves. It’s more important than what they do than what they say. So what are my actions saying?
If I’m honest they say I’m still in love. I’m still hurt. I’ve not moved on nomatter how “right” it was to leave or how many months have passed. I’m sorry, but all the loving advice I’ve been given has been absorbed by my head and not my heart.
((Bless your heart)).
michelle O'Neil
October 17th, 2011